In all my life, i never seen him cry. In all that 5 years of friendship I've never seen been that emotional and breaking down. Believe it. Only you managed to break him apart till he became that way. The cause of your irritation? Yourself, you brought it upon yourself. So better stop complaining. I'm sure you might have learnt this in school, start responding and not reacting. Stop and think girl. What is it that your doing, savour the forbidden relationship? I thing the other. Your just laying out a soft and cushy bed just in case, IN CASE you fall down from up high. Dropping into the neighbourhood from the high society where its hard to maintain, let alone better. He is trying everything, money's not the issue for him, no more. He's willing and trying while your just pushing and ignoring. Put yourself in his position. Try witnessing yourself walking up a wall. First thought? Hopeless? This is what he's going through.

Seriously, think.